December 2011
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I cry a lot because I miss people. They die and I can’t stop them. They...
– Maurice Sendak on NPR
I think this is an epigraph for a poem that’s been brewing. You can always count on me to bring the doom and gloom.
Today I will
make a potato stamp of a shark jaw
assemble shark books for my show at the Burren on Monday night
cook up some corn chowder with the leftover Christmas ham
sit with my painting
order a shoebox recorder
ride my turquoise exercise bike
set up my new apple green Kitchen Aid
read the rest of White Teeth
smile
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Fall, 2007
for Sean
Eighteen came at me like a blade
or a needle. I arrived at your apartment
in a nightgown. It was still almost summer,
warm enough to wander barefoot.
The pair of us, psych ward
salt and pepper shakers.
You lived in the Midas room.
Each bulb on the string of white lights
hand-colored yellow with Sharpie, a mania
precious enough to preserve. Twenty-four
came over you slow, like too...
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There is no exquisite beauty without some strangeness in the proportion.
– Edgar Allan Poe
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Augur
I worry you into song like a violin’s unmarked neck, tenor too taught to rest, shake of a blue bottle fly shedding its old case. This, the skin I wear to meet strangers, without bruise, on tenterhooks, bloodless, behaving. Lies unravel on my tongue, sugar cubes losing their corners. I am dyed rubies, slice of some cave’s cheek, my voice a rope scarring gloveless hands.
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Copy Sluts
My pictures are Polaroid in the top drawer of a desk: ass up on the unmade bed reading some glossy, glancing over my shoulder, sure. Film as unstable as widow’s web. I found yours in the Vice Magazine archives, a night vision crime scene, your breasts smashed against the pane of a Xerox machine, your mouth a green-gray smear across fourteen pages. When I am alone in front of...
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Emily
“She was a miracle to me, but when
she was eight months old I had to...
– > kill author | Issue Nine | Peter Richter | Three poems
When I was in high school, my biggest act of narcissism was making mix CD’s of songs that had my name in the title. Now I go Googling for poems about girls who are not me.
A comprehensive guide to everything I've ever... →
dmavila asked: "Your little hoodrat friend makes me sick."
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Read an excerpt from Emily O'Neill's novel... →
why do i suddenly feel the urge to buy bright red...
I AM HAVING THE SAME INEXPLICABLE URGE
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Without the solitude of the heart… We cannot experience the others as different...
– Henri Nouwen / My favorite quote on love. Wisdom abounds. (via caitsmeissner)